Burned Bridges...

I'll be the first to admit that I make mistakes and sometimes do bad things. I know this is one of those times but I just don't know what to do to fix it. This is the first time I have ever made a mistake like this but surprisingly I still don't know what to do about it.... Normally by now I have come up with a plan of action and can start to do something but it seems I keep diging myself a bigger and bigger hole. I like this guy, I know big surprise right? But I also like another guy. I'm not sure, of the two, which I like more though... It's tough because one I have been with several times and I know him and he is like a best friend to me but idk if i still like him the same way i used to. The other dude is new and I do like him he just doesn't really understand the concept of what to do to make a girl really fall for him. He can be nice, funny and even sweet but then again he is very good at being obnoxious, uncaring, insensitive and annoying. I just hate how he sometimes doesn't text me back and that may seem petty but it's the way i feel and it's not something i can exactly change...Then the new guy has some friends that i think are pretty cool. Some I knew before i knew him, such as Clayton. He is funny, nice, a jerk, and super dorky but i really do like him alot...He kind of reminded me of Devin, only funnier. Well I dated him before and it just didn't work out because we didn't see eachother and he too did the whole not texting me back thing (I REALLY don't like that) Oh and when i say not txting me back i don't just mean for a little while (im not that unreasonable) i mean for like days on end. I hated it, even if i txted h im he wouldn't txt me and so i ended it....well there was also the fact that he didn't like one of my friends and if i was txting my friend, who was a guy, he would flip out and get mad at me. He asked me to see it from his perspective once and i guess i understand to an extent but i mean seriously? he told me I shouldn't txt him anymore or he'd 'break up with me' so I told him that if he was going to be that kind of guy then i didn't want him and he could just leave me alone. and so he did...for awhile... But then he was at my aunt's house when i was baby sitting and he txt me later and said that hanging out with me made him realise what he was missing and he really did miss me and in a way i missed him too. He had this way of brightening my day and making me in a good mood and sometimes I could get my way really easily from him (which i loved every once in awhile) He was a friend for awhile and I kept telling him he was my friend but idk what i think right now... it hurts me that i even hurt Clayton through this one dumb mistake I made. I just hope that one day he will forgive me and talk to me like we used to........but i'm not really sure that will ever happen again.... :( :'(
Maybe I should just swollow my pride and admit to them all that i made a mistake....? Maybe he would forgive me...? Or maybe he would laugh and throw it back in my face that he told me so...? I Really don't know what to do about this....I've never been in this situation before...But i have learned that no matter what is happening I'm not going to make this mistake again....I just wish I hadn't burnt some bridges on the way to that revelation. Idk...we'll see i guess...