Smileys =) Smileys =) Everywhere =)

Have =) you =) ever =) been =) in =) a =) really =) good =) mood =) and =) just =) felt =) all =) random =) and =) like =) you =) want =) to =) go =) skipping =) around =) ? =) HA HA okay so so now I kinda forgot what i was gonna write about cause of all the smiley faces lol oh well couldn't've been that important. I'm in a fairly good mood. Oh oh!!! I just thought of somethin to talk about and it's one of my favorite and most talked about topics....yup....boys. Clingy boys in particular this time. I don't like it when guys are clingy. For those of you who don't know what i mean by clingy i'll elaborate. To me a clingy guy is one where every time you talk to him he has to bring up the topic of "us" What do you think about us? Do you think we would work? I really like you and don't want to loose you. Sometimes i just want to Scream, 'Okay i get it you like me. I happen to still like you just like i told you this morning! If you keep asking me this question I'll start answering no.' but that seems kinda mean so i think i'll just go with mentioning it and act like it's not that big of a deal because technically there is no "us" as of yet. I know he wants there to be but i really liked him as a friend....and now that he knows i possibly like him as more than a friend he's changed..... To me he already acted like a boyfriend. He called me hun and sweetheart and txt me every day and we talked about pretty much everything.... Now he acts like a clingy boyfriend and i want just the regular him back....i wanna be able to talk to him about anything and everything....gosh i feel like a horrible person cause i keep flip flopping like this. One second i really like him and then the next I'm just like no i just wanna be friends....what do i say?? How do i nicely tell him that i liked him more when he thought we would be nothing more than just friends? Yes i told him that. When we first started talking i didn't think i would like him as anything more than just a friend and i told him that in the nicest way i could think of and then i start thinkin i like him as more than a friend and then i like him more when he thought we would be nothing but friends but i still think i like him as more than a friend i just want him to act like he did when he thought we were nothing more than friends. Only without him talkin to me about his girl issues cause that would be REALLY awkward now and I'd be kinda mad. Hmmmmm is it weird that he used to come to me to see if i knew the girls he thought were cute and see what my opinion of them were? I didn't think it was weird and i still don't but he better not now while we are "talking" Okay i think i have some of my feelings out so I'm better again =)

Bf or BF???

Boys....the phrase ''can't live with them, can't live without them'' comes to mind. I am a fan of boys most of the time...but not when there is drama involved with them. I must say that boys have just as much drama as girls but the difference is that once most guys have a good sleep everything is better with them. For girls....we dwell on things and pick at stuff going on, we think about them and sometimes not even our dreams are safe from the drama in our life. We will talk to our friend sometimes about it and ask advice from other people but it doesn't really help. You just don't know what to do anymore....
Have you ever liked someone as a friend and you thought that was all but then you keep talking to this person and you start to become really good friends...and this guy is one of your favorite people in the whole entire world and you would never want to lose him as a friend but.....you kinda start liking him as more than just a friend....when you see him in the hall you've started to feel funny and and your stomach is all jumpy and butterfly filled....I just don't know if it will work being more than friends....guess ill just have to wait and see....