Update: bf or BF??

Wellllll The whole boyfriend thing didn't work =( He's a sweetheart (even tho he hates when i call him that lol). I think he is sweet tho. We went out for a bit but my parents didn't like him so i couldn't tell them when i was going to hang with him. And his parents were really nice to me always but it just made me sad that we couldn't work out.... We stayed friends after we broke up and i hung out with him some (he's fun to hang out with =) ) and now he's going back out with his ex (i really hate it!!!!) She is not nice to him and she cheates on him and uses him just becausse she's obsessed with having a boyfriend and is a total freak that needs to just move away and stay far away cause she's a......ERG i can't say that word on here but u know what i'm thinking. Yea i really don't like her. And she gets REALLY mad at hm if he texts other people so i don't get to talk to him much unless he texts me first and i know she's not around so i don't get him in trouble.... Okay well that's about it so yea....

....OMG =( =( =( =(

Marie is LEAVING!!!!!!!!! Its horrible!!! I mean im happy for her and getting into the Academy but im SAD that she's leaving. Idk i guess i just thought we'd have two more years together before we all started feeling sad and like we'd never see each othe again....its so depressing! It's gonna be so different around here without her.... =(

WAAAARRRR!!!!!

Yesterday i got involved in a "war". The lines are being drawn as we speak. HAHA i just recruited Tim to be on my side =) Okay other people on my side are Aris, Marie, Dana, Michaela, Poop (CJ), and i've been workin on the Wilson twins last night. Marie is trying with Eric and i could get some guys off the trck team if need be. Some of the other side is Ethan, Lance, Travis, and that's all i know of. They use to have Tim but we got him now lol he's like Italy =) I don't know any of their other people or if they even have other people.
This all started with Aris, Ethan and Lance in Career Planning making those towns that Mrs. Fears has us do. For some reason their towns were like "attacking" eachother (mrs fears don't n-know bout this) and they were talking about it in Human Body Systems and i ended up getting involved and told i was on Aris' side cause he didn't have anyone on his side. By the end of the day i had gotten Marie, and Poop with him and Dana and Micaela. Now ethan and lance have hardly anyone that i know of on their side.
I don't believe there is a point to this war besides that it's funny and who really needs a point? It entertains me =) I would ask Devin to be on my side but he would just thnk it's retarded and that im crazyer than he already does but that's okay cause he's pretty cool and he still my friend even tho he thinks im kinda insane lol. Okay i think i've talked bout this enough. I might have to update it sometime just to keep track of out battles =)

STUPID PASSWORDS!!!

OMG!!!! I just now figured out my password!!! I forgot this password to get into this and then i forgot my yahoo password and o my gosh!! i have only like 15 minutes left in class.

Okay so what i wasnted to blog about today was once again boys. One particular boy who has been giving me grief lately is about to drive me crazy. The kid likes me one day them the next he acts like he hates me....i don't know what to do WITH HIM! I try to just talk to him but he won't actually talk just answer my question or say lol. He won't contribute any more. If he doesn't like me then he needs to just tell me that. Cause i'm getting tired of this crap! Okay next boy. This one is dating one of my "friends" apparently she isn't a friend of mine. I don't want a backstabbing B**** as a friend. He is just as bad too. But with him i can't help but still like him even if i wish i didn't like him anymore.....UUUGGGHHH!!!!!! Next boy. well this one i kinda have a crush on but i don't think he know i exist.... Kinda a bummer... =( But there's always tonight =) and well until the end of the school year i guess. Well he hangs out with one of my guy friends so if i hang out with my friend he might be there.... =) Heehee =) Unfortunately my friend's gf is one of those crazy jealous psychotic people so she don't like when i hang out with him even tho there is NONONONONONONO NO way i like him like that. He's a cool friend but im not into him like that.

EEAKK

Welp lets see.......there's not much to talk about but knowing me i'll come up with somethin. It's officially Friday!!!! I'm fairly psyched! Most people i hang out with are in trouble tho....so this might not be so great....but no schoool and sleeping in so i'm happy. If it's nice i'll be outside gettin a tan. I might go see tyler and get the story about the fight at lunch and beat him up a little. Yea one of my guy friends got in a fight during his lunch (A lunch) and he's got 3 days oss. Luke isn't happy with him cause i think this might mean he's out of track for the season. Oh just thinkin bout it makes me wanna smack him so hard! Admittedly the other kid threw the first punch but honestly that just makes me mad. One of my friends mom's called my house while i wasn't home and asked if i knew where my friend was (it was like 10) but then my friend pulled in. Why would she be so late??? Speaking of friends OMG this same "friend" made me mad the other day at the track meet!!!!!! My ex came up to me and asked if i would be mad if he 'did' something withn one of my friends and i almost choked him!!! Okay so we ain't going out or anything but seriously?? He was like my FIRST love. That kid was just about the world to me while we were going out then he broke up with me (technically i mentioned it but he was leading up to it) then went back out with me, we broke up again at the beggining of this year, then we went back out for awhile just a little while ago and we ended up breakin up.......again. Then he goes and asks me That!!! What kind of person does that??? In deffense of the friend i've told her before that i was over him (lie) because i figure if you say it enough you might start feeling it....right?? I mean it's logical to think that if you say your over someone enough that you will actually be over them soon? That's what i figured but as of yet it hasn't worked so i'm gonna keep trying. WISH ME LUCK!!!! (((God i HOPE he don't look at this!!!!)))
On to happier subject now that i've got that off my chest. I think there's a chance i'm losin my bestestest friends.... (not happier subject but that's what comes to mind) it just feels like it alot of the times....i don't like it very much... Nother thing i don't like: Like 5 people have told me i've changed alot. I know i have to a certain point but i didn't realize how much some people didin't like it....it bothers me because 2 of the people who said it i really care about and don't ever wanna lose but they seemed like it was bad so maybe it is... because one of those 2 was there for me after luke hurt me pretty bad. This boy is just a sweetheart to me and he always has been. I wouldn't wanna do anything to hurt him. He seems like somethin is wrong lately but he hasn't wanted to talk about it so I've let him have his space. I just wish he'd tell me what's going on. He says that someone lied to him and he don't trust anyone anymore and that hurt my feeling but i didn't linger on that with him cause i don't wanna make him feel any worse. I just don't know what to do....... It makes me sad ='(

Time to go. LATER my peeps