Maccaroni and cheese plz ;-P

Have you ever been somewhere and thought you knew exactly where you were but then you turn a corner and realize your actually nowhere you've ever been before? That kind of happened to me this weekend. I thought I knew where I was but with one simple turn I was confused, hurt, lost, and uncertain..... Why? I asked myself why over a million times yesterday and especially last night, and the honest answer is....I have absolutely no clue. I should've listened to my gut, and a few other internal organs, but I didn't and I'm paying for it now. Thoughts crowd my head and I just need to stop thinking so much but I can't. Marie was talking and made me think about something that never should've been brought up in the first place. Oh but she has to ask me this question. She has to make this one point, she thinks it would be a bright idea to point out a difference, not a true difference but one she thinks she's noticed. In truth it is opposite. She's the one who has waiting issues. Her brain works differently than mine, oh so very differently. I'm not sure she'll ever understand what goes on in my head. She hasn't had it happen to her and I don't think it ever will. She's my friend so I hope not